26.10.08

EXCEPRT FROM 'YUM YUM'/'CEREBRAL PALSY'/'I WORSHIP SATAN'/RICHARD RAMIREZ/THE FAMILY WITH DIFFERENT COLORED CIRCLE HEADS

"TULIP" published an excerpt from YUM YUM I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE. the editor PETER CAVANAGH edited the piece.

there is also a poem by daniel bailey that is fucking sweet.

i am almost done editing I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF THEN KILL THE CLONE AND EAT IT. here is a new poem ("cerebral palsy") and below it is a poem that was cut from CLONE ("i worship satan") and there are also some pictures. i think there is something wrong with me. if this blog suddenly vanishes, then so what.


CEREBRAL PALSY

you are new, red playdoh and i am the clump that has all the colors mixed together and you know i look like shit.
*
i got up a second ago and i accidentaLly hit my finger on my door and it feels broken.
*
for the last couple of days i have repeated to myself, "be a good boy, i don't want my mom to find me with blood and hair on my shirt."
*
there is no way to be comfortable.
*
i have sex dreams where i hold someone and i don't have sex with them.
i have a feeling that other people are ruining my mind.
*
one day i want to wake up to someone telling me they hate me. i want that person to follow me around all day, telling me that they hate me. at night i will cook that person dinner so they don’t get too weak to stop telling me they hate me. i will try to make sure that person gets enough blankets when we’re going to sleep. and i will try not to pull the blankets off in the night even if it’s totally accidental (and if i accidentally do pull off the blankets, i hope that person is not a dick about it).



I WORSHIP SATAN

i'll breathe on the windows and trace a face that is mine and yours.
i'll rip your ear open with a secret.
the secret will turn to icicles stringing the torn canal.
*
say hurray for the length of time you get to make things happen.
say hurray, you ingrate.
*
the wires that control my mouth feel thin.
it is hard to say things that people understand.
*
what is sharp is mine to use.
i expect the same of you.
clean the tools from yesterday.
reach into the air and pull down your weapon and use it on me.
*
make your pillow a small lake.
make your teeth twenty-eight weapons.
make your hands hate their work.
make your way to hell.
make the earth sick with your dead body.




THE FAMILY WITH DIFFERENT COLORED CIRCLE HEADS

20 comments:

Matt DeBenedictis said...

I love Satan. When it comes to relationships he is very easy to work with, which is great for the busy on the go life I lead.

sam pink said...

satan is my "friend with benefits".

Ani Smith said...

Sam Pink, it is okay to have two daddies, you know.

j. a. tyler said...

sp.

just pre-ordered CLONE.

I can't wait for it to eat my face.

sam pink said...

ani, yes i agree. that is why i created my "father replication device".

ja tyler, thank you. i just re-read it the other day. it won't eat your face, it will more like, open its mouth and scrape your face off with its bottom row of teeth. or maybe it will just lick your face like a dog until you feel very uncomfortable.

Shane Jones said...

i am currently reading YUM YUM. it's blowing my head open and raping my brains.

Lisa Ladehoff said...

let's give birth to one another and plant the placenta in a kindergarden

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DOGZPLOT said...

i thought we talked about posting pics of serial killers on your blog. fuck off.

how's the river phoenix thing coming.

how is mr pink

sam pink said...

shane jones, i am glad the book has resulted in bodily damage. when i am raping your brains i never wear a condom. i look forward to "black kids in lemon trees". lisa, if you dress up like a wizard then i will too and we can arm wrestle. wagner, i am glad you have done so. this is the point when we look at each other and we both nod and then walk down the street. barry, i have a few questions about "dead river phoenix" that i will address in an email, coming shortly.

sam pink said...

river phoenix is dead and was dead.

sam pink said...

i like that he has drawn on his hand and is excited to show it to people. that is how a little kid acts.

jereme said...

fuck you

DOGZPLOT said...

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Daniel Bailey said...

satan is a pussy. i think satan is kind of like any musician who has been famous for a long time. he used to be a badass but then he got old and went kind of soft, but you still know he could get really evil if he wanted to, like if he didn't care so much about record sales or whatever.

sam pink said...

daniel bailey is the best person ever--besides whoever that one guy was that played "waldo geraldo faldo" on the show "family matters"

theBadthing3v3r said...
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Daniel Bailey said...

WE NEED BETTER EVIL ROLE MODELS.

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