1.6.09

HEY WHAT'S UP

i posted the prose poetry book FROWNS NEED FRIENDS TOO below this post. i am glad to just get rid of it. maybe it sucks, i can't tell, i've read it too much. i am proud of the titles though. maybe just read the titles. the book consoles me though. whenever i write something i think about trying to write a personal bible. this one seems like my personal bible. i suck. it's what remains of YUM YUM I CAN"T WAIT TO DIE (like three lines) and other lines i wrote while writing CLONE. i finished the book of plays today and will send it out soon. the blog header is the cover. i think i really like the book of plays. it was hard work. it took two years. i keep thinking that no one will like it because i like it so much. it actually has things in it like that, make sense when added up. who cares. i am eating a granola bar and a little piece of it fell between some keys. i had to use a pen-tip and my finger to get it out. at a certain point i thought, "rick moranis" while i was doing it. i hope everyone is doing good. i will be dead before i am thirty. that is a promise. i am 26 now. i'm definitely worthless. it just seems really sad that i was born. not trying to be all goth and shit. i just really hate myself. i think people that really hate themselves know it's not fun. does anyone want to make a children's book with me? like, as in publish it. i think i can draw it and make a story. i am glad to be done with these books. maybe i'll finish something new. or maybe i will move to the woods and shoot my head into a crock pot. does anyone in chicago want to sit on a lawnchair with me and watch people walk passed? email me please. it's ok if you don't read the book i posted. i don't blame you. maybe print it out and read it, maybe that would be easier. does anyone need a bassist/drummer/singer for a really hardcore band? i am good at those things. we can write a song called, "FUCK YOU AND YOUR BAGEL, YOU DIPSHIT." wouldn't that be fun? huh wouldn't it? ok i am done. i hope everyone is ok. manic depression. it's fun. remember the song "let the bodies hit the floor?" i want to drink a forty and smash it against my head while that is playing. i understand if no one likes me. i think you should only post comments here if they are hateful. nobody likes you. i am growing a beard now. my beard is blood red when the sun hits it. bye everyone.

9 comments:

elizabeth ellen said...

sam, i hate you.

sam pink said...

dude whats yer fukking problem?

lowercase sean said...

Sam Pink, don't Hate the Playa, Hate the Game.

Rebela(nimeni_si_nimic) said...

dude you're fucking cool.you can ruin the world with you're words and never say sorry.
Thank you for sharing part of you're thoughts with us.
You desirve to be proud.
Thanks again

sam pink said...

lowercase sean, i will fuck a muffin into your throat.

rebela, you're the best (sincere comment). now die.

Rebela(nimeni_si_nimic) said...

No,I will never be the best and i will never try that,beacause i loose more than i win.
Every day I hope i will die.I am like shit in some baby's diaper.
And that fucking baby never change that diaper.

sam pink said...

rebela, i am laughing.

Jonny Ross said...

you should read the denial of death by ernie becker. asshole.

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