8.4.14

that feeling you get between like, 4am and 6 am, where you feel every emotion at once, and everything makes sense, but it's still all very sad, and you don't want to blame anyone for anything, nothing is anyone's fault, we're all just trying, but you don't want to try anymore, and nothing is dying or dead yet, but you'd gladly die for someone/something, and you know there's not enough of what everyone needs but you're willing to let someone else have your share, and everyone else is worth more than you, and something is about to climax but it doesn't, and it just slowly turns back into the normal world, where almost everyone is your enemy, and those who aren't, you just hope you die before them, and you hope they get what they need, only to find they never needed it and now it's too late to try for anything else.

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