new kind of terrorism where you disengage as much as possible from mainsteam culture and all of its petty rewards and empty distractions and useless disputing, always standing up for yourself and people  you love without fear or shame or hesitation, even if it leaves you completely broke, alone and depressed, for as long as you are breathing, without compromise or question, asking for nothing in return and expecting even less, with enough self-love and self-hatred as is necessary to remain balanced, no matter what the situation, always and forever until rewarded with death as a person you are proud to be and have been, linking with none through artificial similarities, feeling both always in love and always willing to hurt hate or humiliate anyone and anything bold enough to ask for it.